Kirit Goyal’s Kriya Experience
Autobiographies and books written by accomplished yogis gives the impression that if you practice meditation techniques you can be bestowed with some kind of supernatural powers or experiences. There is always an expectation at the back of the mind that some big change will happen to me, my physical self, my life, and the practitioner starts looking forward to it. When the expectation does not manifest as desired, faith in the practice starts declining. Gradually the practitioners may abandon their practice.
I tried to bring up this subject in a couple of discussions with Master Per, and he would patiently tell me to just keep on practising and be regular. It has now been seven years that I have been practising Kriya regularly. I had no realization of what Kriya was doing to me until very recently when I experienced the transformation it had brought about silently working in the background all these years.
I used to be short tempered, prone to anxiety and fear on the slightest untoward incident. I would keep on churning those thoughts in my mind without being able to take any rational decision and many times act on impulse. Little did I know that this aspect of my personality was being chewed away by the Kriya practise.
The last one year has probably been the hardest year of my life till now. I faced multiple issues on my personal, professional and health fronts. My business died and I had absolutely no income for a full year. Then suddenly my mother was diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and both my parents being octogenarians, needed my full and unconditional support. I also had huge financial liabilities as my son wanted to study abroad and the treatment protocol for my mother was costly as her CGHS insurance was not accepted in the hospital.
Had it been seven years back, I would have broken down, unable to manage the situation on my own. However, an unknown force generated by Kriya made me perform my duty in the most matured manner. Here is my short story:
I was in flight from Boston to Chicago, going to visit my son at Madison before I flew back to India couple of days later. During the flight itself I received multiple whatsapp calls from my father but as the plane wi-fi does not allow calls, I could not attend them. However, I calmly waited to land and upon calling back, I came to know that my mother was serious, and my father did not know what to do. Without flustering, I first called my good friend in Delhi to immediately take her to emergency and rebooked my ticket for the same day back. The unknown force made available the covid test report at the same time, which was expected after 48 hours. Surprisingly, the airline did not charge any rebooking fee. Meanwhile in the remaining 6 hours I had before the flight, I was able to go and meet my son a couple of hours away as somehow the events seems to have been automatically managed.
On returning, I almost lost my mother due to the ineptitude handling by the hospital, but something guided me to shift her immediately to another hospital in Gurgaon. That was a time when ICU beds were not available, but I went and talked to the senior most doctors and administrators of the hospital and it was facilitated. What followed from there on was a 6-month journey of daily ups and downs, assuring and taking care of my aged father and mother, giving time at home and managing all the financial commitments. Throughout, I remained calm, lived life on a daily basis without any iota of anxiety about the future, taking the hard decisions as advised by the doctors transcending any emotional discussions or advice given by our relatives.
When surgery was advised, everybody in the family including my own elder brother, who is a senior surgeon himself, opposed the surgery at this age. But there was this voice inside me, that would speak to me and guide me in my moments of silence reached through Kriya, that told me to have faith and do the right thing. That voice gave me the strength to override all others.
After 7 months now, things have started improving. My mother went through a complex surgery and is recovering, projects have started coming back to my business, even though I have not worked for the last 6 months, and personal health has also improved.
Now that I look back at the past year, I realize the importance of Master Per’s simple three words – ‘’keep on practicing’’.
Kriya has transformed me in ways I was not expecting. It seems to have worked at my very core, gnawing away those traits that prevented me from being ‘’me’’. This is the actual miracle that Kriya has performed, this is my supernatural power.